The Beginning

So I'm 30 years old, I can't find a hobby, love or most importantly myself. I think of myself as a shy, easy going, athletic and pretty freaking cool girl. Remember thats my opinion. When I was young, I thought I knew what I wanted to be, I was actually great at something too. I was passionate about basketball..thats all I knew for a while. I remember being happy back then. Now, I can't think of one thing I am actually good at or even passionate about. I'm in what you call a rut. I am like a lot of people out there trying to find themselves. I'm one of those types of people that just happens to be by myself a lot...at the movies, eating out, pretty much a lot of stuff. You may think I am a loser, somtimes I even think I am one but I'm just a lonely dork. So I started to get bored with my life and thought about starting many new hobbies and hopefully one of them will stick and even better maybe one of em I will be completely passionate about. I'm going to self teach myself in many hobbies from playing the guitar, playing golf, fishing, writing, taking scenic pictures, tennis, video editing, and anything else I can think of. I am going to start blogging about my experiences in learning all these things at this time in my life. Hopefully, things will turn around and I can feel good about something again and maybe even find love along the way. So wish me luck! Here I go!